I gave up...filed for D

[luvless]

Thank you Gardener....really.

Good morning friends. Yes I had a great time at my best friend's wedding. I even had two guys at the end of the night (one knocking at my door) and one texting me to come have fun with them....literally at the same time. I was thinking of all of us...how we all got here and how dare these married men try and hook up with me. I shook my head and laughed and thought of you guys...too funny. BUT hey way to tempt a girl who hasn't had sex in 3 months LOL

On a serious note I have a couple of fun days left here and there before hell breaks loose again. I was having a nice lunch the other day and the X text me. He hasn't text me in months! about D18 running up the cell phone bill. He wanted to know if I knew anything about it - I replied, "I can't see the bill" duh cuz your dumba** blocked me out remember?

Anyway, there is so much to tell about what's been going on but I don't want to bore you guys to death. I'm gong to journal a lot more now because I have some stressful times ahead - wait - I'm supposed to be positive right?

Heres something interesting...yesterday was the FIRST day I felt icky feelings towards my ex husband - usually I feel sad and I miss him well...I was thinking about everything yesterday I am free of him! No more lies and no more watching over his drinking and bad habits!

Keep hanging around guys I'm not done here.

Luv you!!!

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