I would feel safe if he wanted to be with me. If I did not feel that he only wanted to be there for the sake of the kids like OW told me he did.
I am worried and anxious every single day at work. I have to work with her and it is miserable.

I wish he would think I was special...

I wish he would say ILY again and put his ring on and I wish I did not have to go down in the basement to be with him

I wish I could speak my mind and be respected for my opinion.

I wish this would just all go away so I can live my life

I am just having a bad day..thats all.