EPIDURAL, P. All the way. I actually had to get an additional dose because the contractions were so strong through the first one. Wweird!
She came onto my chest, but didn't look me in the eyes. I was kinda shocked. Just looked around. . . sorta dazed.
I have a cosleeper. At the moment yesterday, though, she was on the floor next to me.
Yeah, pretty involved. Although yesterday WH texted to say he wasn't coming over tonight, was that OK? I wrote back yes. But tonight when he comes over -- at some point -- I'm going to say that none of this is "okay" with me. But that I don't have a choice. I'm going to say I don't want to talk about it, he doesn't have to respond, he just has to know that this is not "okay" with me.
Yeah, he DOES admire me. But if he wants to get me, he has to do so much more. . . not sure he can do it.
Sort of a "great place," sort of not. (It'd be better if I had another guy. . . )
Gotta go!
me, 30 WH, 29 D born June 2010 M: July 2001 Bomb/S: 1/14/10 Done with it all.
I actually had to get an additional dose because the contractions were so strong through the first one. Wweird!
