I understand the ups and downs too, Geronimo. Some days I'm on top of the world, feel I can handle anything that comes my way and the next I feel like road kill. I've noticed if I have a good sleep that tends to mean a better day, when I wake up numerous times in a night, even if I fall back to sleep quickly, it seems to mess up my energy levels the next day and I find myself more fatigued and anxious about things. Sorry about the ex's health insurance, it sure is a bitch when they think life on their own will be some kind of rose garden. It just ain't so!