Could it be?

[peacetoday]

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I think your situation is harder than most b/c your H is so indecisive
my xh wanted the D there was no looking back for him'yours is so mushy always throwing in some diversion to make you spin
so it is harder and there will probably more carrots tossed to see if yiu take the bait
and b/c you both still care for eachother and your H is not really sure it may take longer
and coming to this point of pushing the D is painful
you have given it a lot of thought and care
and it came so close to a R, closer than most
so it makes sense it may be harder to ket go
maybe i was too harsh in my last post
take your time'you are doing great
'Peace