Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

DLS,

I know you are right that it has no bearing on me, but sometime, I find it had to believe that in my mind with all the things she has said to me. I replay in my head over and over, "that you are not even a very good husband." that she said to me. It still hurts, and it really lowered the self-worth and self-esteem that I once held. I wish I did not let these remarks from her define me, but I just feel them so deeply inside.


"You will enjoy the company of other women who like spending time with a man like yourself."
I am sure you are right. I just wish I felt it. I do not want to be with anyone except my STBXW. I guess I just felt it is better to keep focused on myself and the kids and do what a good father would do to take care of them and not cause them any additional stress. They need to be kids and not have to deal with this bullsh!t ever again from what I am going through. I don't want them to see their father hurt like this again.

I do want them to see me happy, and I hope to be very happy as a single man. I will find interest to fill my time and heal.

I like how you are harsh to me and kind and at the same time. I need that every now and again. You do it in the right way for me.

Thank you so much for taking the time to support me here. It does help me!