"The date on the papers was the day I posted feeling the strongest urge and calm to stand for my R with H.

Why did he file that day?"

I can only think that God knew what your H was going to do and was preparing you for this new bomb.

It is only a piece of paper..,

Find the calm again... Keep doing what you started to do...work on yourself...find the calm! The rest will fall into place!

M48 H53
M16 T18
S16 D13
SS30
H drops bomb PA/8-30-09
H leaves 12-30-09
D filed by H 2-10
H asks to come home 4-11
Piecing