"I hear you say that you're unattractive and I that must make you feel insecure about yourself, sorry you don't see yourself for the beautiful woman you are"

Needs work...is that too pursuing?

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AS for today, W went to get blood work done. W and I went and purchased a gift for W's aunt for aunt's birthday. We then went and picked up some items on our list. During this time W was once again talking about decorating rooms in the house.

Quick back story. Before our sitch and when our sitch first began (for the first month or so) W would often talk about during things around the house and if I said "We should do that what do you think?" (something along those lines) W would then flip it around and say "Up to you, I won't be her anyway) now W does not say those things...

Also W seems to had forgot many things she said a few months back but I remember all of it. For example: 4 months ago W picked out decor for a room in the house but did not purchase it. Today W looking for decor for the same room and I said "I recall you wanted this" and W would reply "Oh, did not remember doing that"

There was an instance today were I made a comment to W that enticed a response and the response she gave was "umm hmm" so I said "Our conversations could be a lot more enjoyable if we used words rather than sounds" and W's response was "I respond how I feel at the time" and not knowing what to say or want it to escalate into anything resembling an argument I just carried onto another topic knowing I stated my point.

W and I did quite a few things around the house together without incident. We hung pictures up on the wall and installed our new light fixture.

W then gave me a gift she had got me for father's day (Father to the dog that is). She decided to give it to me early since I was in need of what she got me and did not want me buying it on my own.


M: 27, W: 25
Together since: 01/31/00
M: 10/4/09 (8 Months)
ILBNILWY: 01/24/10
EA confirmed: 02/10/10 (Busted).
Road to Reconcile began: 07/10/10
Retrouvaille: 09/10/10