I'm having a bad night tonight. I got home and my W went to work. I'm here with my son and he was carrying around a wedding pic of us. It nearly put me into tears just watching him walk around with it.
I guess this is normal to feel this way, I've been waiting for myself to go through the ups/downs. It's a crap shoot if my W is going out tonight or if she'll even come home. I've really tried to detach myself from her. We cross paths as we come and go from work. I talk to her a couple times a day while I'm at work, mostly to talk to my son.
I'm hoping my spirits will pick up. I hate feeling down like this.
"Mama said there'd be days like this."
Grab up that little man and take him to Wal Mart. But him a Lego set and get busy playing with your boy. Then bathe him, tuck him in, listen to the President talk about BP and the Gulf, then go to bed...b/c you need your rest for the great day you'll have tomorrow. The house will be dark and shut down when W comes home. Folks had fun and called it a day without her. And that's the fact Jack! Greek
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