I'm having a bad night tonight. I got home and my W went to work. I'm here with my son and he was carrying around a wedding pic of us. It nearly put me into tears just watching him walk around with it.

I guess this is normal to feel this way, I've been waiting for myself to go through the ups/downs. It's a crap shoot if my W is going out tonight or if she'll even come home. I've really tried to detach myself from her. We cross paths as we come and go from work. I talk to her a couple times a day while I'm at work, mostly to talk to my son.

I'm hoping my spirits will pick up. I hate feeling down like this.


M: 36
W: 29
S: 2.5
EA: 2/2010 OM1
D Bomb: 3/2010
PA: 6/2010 OM2
W moved out 8/2010
Loc: DE, USA