So, we both had vacation last week and both originally had plans to be out of town...different directions...then we both ended up with no plans and in town. We shared our S and actually did several things together. We went to get him a dirt bike and pick out all of his stuff together, went dirt biking, went to breakfast and I gave them a ride home from getting exH's truck worked on and went to a Family Fun Center for the day on Saturday. I've been enjoying spending time with him and he tells me things that he would only tell someone he trusts....BUT is constantly texting on his cell phone and is very attentive to it...which I notice when I text he isn't so attentive to mine.
I'm struggling to know how to deal with all of it. I feel like he is seeing someone else and he told his mom today that he wants to be my friend and enjoys hanging out but has nothing romanticly for me...that he doesn't know what to say about that...and that he is getting himself out there...back on the market...looking for a relationship. Though, I'm pretty sure at this point he already has some in mind.
I feel like he doesn't want me because he knows I'm there. He invites me to do stuff and I accept...I invite him and he declines...I'm not understanding why he wants to hang out with me but only when he invites me...it's all just weird! I feel like he'll only get it all in perspective when I'm done and GONE for good! Why is that???
I'm not sure whether to just take it all for what it's worth with the family time or ditch the whole thing and move on with my life as i have been. I'm just not sure I should put up with him dating/sleeping around to find out that I'm actually not so bad! It's all very confusing as I am SO sure of what I have wanted...and am dumb founded that he is still SO unsure of what he wants in life. it's like he has talked himself into it not ever working but putting me as the backup plan!
I don't know if I should talk to him and be honest about how I feel or not????
