I have been civil and continue to smile and remain as upbeat as I can around her. We had an agreement to go to counseling once per month and I was trying to find out when in July we would go. That is all.
I am going dark. My son is my priority. I have a lawyer already but only as a defensive measure in response to the papers I know are coming.
I don't believe I'm acting or sounding crazy. I'm actually more calm and focused now than I have been in quite some time. I'm just emotionally drained and tired of being beaten down. It's all about my PMA and my relationship with my son at this point.
