Yeah, I'm getting ready for the big "facebook cull". I'm not sure what to do about the extended family... if I remove them then it has that huge sense of finality to it. If I just hide them, I have to be careful about what I post and why...
Some of them I'm really close to, and some of them I really love. It's hard to believe that I've lost an entire family.
Yeah, I can imagine the volatile situation would make it easier to understand what's going on... not necessarily to accept it, but to least say "THIS is why". I still don't fully get the why. I still can't shake the feeling that one day she'll realise how much of a mistake this is, how sudden and strange it is.... at least part of me does. The rest feels that she's villified me so much that she never wants to see or speak to me again, and I've lost her from my life completely.
And given that its now over a week since she's spoken to me, thats probably the most likely.
I see what you mean with the goals... I guess i need to start with that before more things slip through my fingers. I'm feeling emotionally wiped out from yesterday still... so I don't know how I'm going to fare today. I'll get onto that soon
Me: 29 H: 25 T:7yrs M:5yrs
Bomb: 23/04/10
Had no idea anything was wrong. Cheated so she could end it without talking.
