Just did a quick update. Sorry about all this crap. The time when you said "I hate him"-- run with that. You DO hate new WH. I hate my new WH. Don't want to be with an inconsistent father AT ALL. You deserve so much better, so does bub, and you'll both get it. Poor OW gets new WH. That sucks for her.
Just wait 'till he goes back to see her. It will be all nice and everything for a few days, but then reality will trickle in. I definitely suggest minimal contact with him- distance, distance, distance.
Does your bub ever get colic? Just wondering. Last night my baby cried for hours. For no reason that we (my sister and I) could find. I hope she's not "colicky" but maybe she just had a moment of colic!
Peace and love to you and bub.
me, 30 WH, 29 D born June 2010 M: July 2001 Bomb/S: 1/14/10 Done with it all.
