Well now I"m certain - do it. You'll get your anger out and accomplish something at the same time.
"Won't let you go?" Um, how does that work? My suggestion is to take your son and go and let H scream and throw a fit as much as he wants. YOu have every right.
I'm on vacation right now with my son, and it's sheer heaven. Also gives me a much needed time away from H to get real about how abusive he is and formulate a plan. When I"m home, I get sucked into his craziness and feel beaten down and completely to blame for all our problems. Distance makes a huge difference in perspective. You must go on vacation!
Yes, I"m angry. I tend to suppress the anger into depression...but I have my moments of clarity where I can feel angry and it's what's motivating me to get domestic violence lawyers on my side and file for divorce. I go back and forth still, but I think I've reached the point I just can't take it any more, no matter what.
