Thanks, El - I haven't needed one quite yet but of course, H has been out of town. It will be harder once he's home tomorrow afternoon, I'm sure.
Heart: I am HOPING beyond anything to get to that point! My motivation wanes, for sure. Well, and it's just difficult right now to decide exactly what it is I want to do with my life - with or without him!
LSG: Good ideas to check into. I like those!
You know - it's too bad we are all in such bad predicaments because I tell ya - sure some of the most giving people around, here on these forums! We ALL deserve better!
I will say - the one thing I am afraid of right now is that the strength I have been able to show in this situation will fade quickly. I KNOW it's going to be harder when H comes home from his trip tomorrow. I am already way too concerned as to why he hasn't called or texted me today... I am not going to chase after him, but I hate thinking about it. I hate knowing that I am not in his thoughts enough to contact me. :-(
