All these decisions are making my head hurt! Maybe we should go back to something simpler, like my life.
Now, OT I know you and others believe that I need to get the D in order to move on with my life. I can't dispute that because I don't know. You may be right. As far as having a life I think I do pretty good. I have a number of regular church groups I go to, I have friends, I started sketching and go out looking for things to sketch (I've been trying to find an art class that won't cost me and arm and a leg), I'm taking a correspondence course...I go places and do things I enjoy. I don't hang out with my wife except the odd family time. We don't call each other to chat or share our personal stuff. We see each other weekly to exchange child info and that's pretty much it. I don't long for her back in my life but underneath maybe there is stuff I'm just not seeing, who knows. As far as dating, that's not a priority for me right now and if it was maybe the D thing would be higher on my list. I'm trying to get m y strength back after battling this Adrenal Fatigue, which has been a struggle. I still have my good days and my bad ones in that regard. Anyway, those are my thoughts...hey, maybe I could make up a baseball card for myself, that would be different!


Divorced February 27, 2012.

"Only by love is love awakened".~ Ellen G White