Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

DLS,

There is so much I need to do, but I am so overwhelmed by everything and emotionally tired to do much these days. I have to get over this to protect myself and the kids.

As for dating, I don't think I ever want to be in another relationship ever. I would rather be lonely and by myself then to go through what I have experienced with my STBXW. I don't think I am H material for any woman.

Thank you for the advice.