I know you are right. I can do this. I sound so pathetic.
Give me some ideas. I actually to "have a life". I have friends and good number of activities that I do but I still think about him and obsess about everything. How do I make it stop? How do I stop caring? I don't want to feel this way. I don't want to be this way.
Like I said, for all he knows I could care less about him because I don't have any contact with him (except if it is something regarding bills/bank account) but for me, how do I make myself "get over it" and move on?
