fud,

Of course you can express yourself here. What better place?

I'd be an absolute liar if I said I'd never had some of the same thoughts.

This is tough. The "fake it till you make it", had me feeling like a fraud for awhile. I managed to work my way through to what I was doing and more importantly why. You will to.

Patience is a tall order here.

Hang in there.

HUGS