I'm also having major anxiety today and feeling really sad. I keep thinking back to the wedding and keep thinking that maybe I could have been nicer too and tried to intiate conversation. I don't know why I feel bad but I do.
I am remembering that when people were doing toasts everyone raised their glasses and was tapping glasses and WH went to tap mine and I just pulled mine away from his and didn't tap.
I hate this so much. I don't want this at all. I wish it wasn't like this. I miss him so much.
