Why is forgiveness from her so important to me...even in light of the things she's done and is continuing to do?

I've had true remorse, I repented, I shouldered what I had done, I apologized profusely, I tried to make amends and atone, I asked for forgiveness...and I changed.

And it has fallen on deaf ears.


I'm in a bad spot in this divorce, and I feel pretty much overwhelmed right now. Negative emotions, like those I posted earlier today, are consuming me right now. I'm getting some good exercise this morning, but it's odd to be jumping rope and hitting a heavy bag...and feeling profound grief, and even crying, while you're doing it.


"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.