Thanks kat and alice!! I sent it to her...we'll see what happens next. I still feel butterflies in my stomach after I send her anything or when she sends me something. I almost don't want to click on the emails from her because I know it's just bad news that keeps getting worse.
Wow...this is so me! I never know what I am going to get, random musings on how life sucks, negative blame-crap directed at me, or what...