I'm glad you went V1, sorry didn't see this earlier. I think when it comes to kids and anything else kids come first. You will not be embarrased, ashamed, worried about anything when it comes to picking them up. You can't let the kids down unless it's an emergency.

You did great! and with time things will get easier.

Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6
Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks
Aug 2006, left again
Apr 2007, filed for divorce
Dec 2007, reunited
Mar 2010, moved out, filed again