I guess I am confused as to why you are continually shocked at your W's behavior. She has behaved terribly as a woman, wife and mother for quite some time now. It seems the worse she behaves the more you love her. Funny how she can behave in a totally reckless way and the end result is TWO men wanting her. Is that *really* the caliber of woman you want to be with and raise a child with?
At the top of your post you said you won't EVER let her have power over you again yet the last line of your post was all the pics of her on Facebook (swimming, eating and wearing a bathing suit). If she isn't going to have power over you then why do you care what pics she has up?
What sort of woman posts photos of herself in a bathing suit on FB? Especially one that is in a custody battle. It's all rather disturbing.
Next time you kick it with a few cocktails unplug your phone (and remove the battery) and stay away from the computer. You are going to get in real trouble if you keep violating this NC order.
