To let this happen I have some serious character flaws and I'm trying to find those flaws and fix them. the character flaws lie in the reason you are stating for continuing your affair. they sound to me reading this, as a cheated on spouse, that you don't know yourself enough to "fix" the issues that brought this about in the first place or your hiding something. what if this woman tells her husband and your wife that the two of you never actually stopped from way back when and this has been going on and off sexually for years. She's fabricating and i was doing it out of fear wouldn't mend my broken heart. would your wife accepts those answers?
There is no justification for what I did there is you typed it already.
I don't have an explination for some of the things I did you should you taught yourself into his situation you can think yourself out.
