WOW. This is me to a tee, but i'm the H. It has gotten easier over the last 4 months. It still hurts, but I'm GAL and bettering myself. I would love to have my wife back, but I do not and will not have that old life back if that is what it takes to have her back. I will just have to move on with the new, improved me.
Sorry to hear this because I know it is HELL. I like this attitude though.
