Do you want to stay afraid? The worst that happens is that he leaves. That has happened before and you didn't fall apart. You got on the path to improving yourself. Sweetie you have got to tell yourself that you bring alot to the table and Gabe is darn lucky to be getting an oppurtunity to check out the goods. This is you in control. Changing that little bit in the way you think will do wonders I guarantee it!
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Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory