Early Parole from the MLC Chain Gang?????

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Nothing in MLC is a simple as it sometimes seems.....after last night I woke up this morning thinking that I might finally be moving forward in my sitch with one of those big huge steps. I guess it was a big step but my W is still cycling.


When I was getting ready for work this morning she called and expressed that she was feeling "remorseful about what happened last night" and that she had too much to drink last night. She was sorry that she missed my son openning his gift. I told her we could celebrate his Birthday again on the actual date of his Birthday. I also told her how I understand her feelings. I did not ask any questions, I learned my lesson from last week.

There is still a lot of trust building that I need to do with her. I am sure the guilt of her past affairs is massive and probably thinks that part of reconciliation would have to be reliving all of those mistakes. Without telling her I think I have to communicate to her that I am not going to judge her nor require anything of her.

I would like to take her out this week but I am not going to push it, today the only contact we have had is regaurding my car that I traded in on a new car. I can tell when I spoke to her that she was very nervous. I am not going to bring it up at all and just give her time to process her emotions.

I know this, I still have a long way to go. Time and patience.