I'm struggling mightily financially but am working on that. I'm working through my emotions. It hit me hard when I got the papers. After talking things out with her family and knowing I'm not the only one seeing her behaviors made me feel a lot better. There were times I would feel like I was the one who was crazy.
I know just because she gave me papers, this isn't done. Hope springs eternal. It is funny because she thinks everything's done just because I signed for the papers. I do think her giving me the papers was God's way of telling me I was interfering too much.
I'm still trying to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life. What direction do I want to go?
I have a special bond with all 3 of my kids. Both collectively and individually. That's better than anything.
