I feel like i need to contact WAW

[knightinneed]

Well more madness from WAW, on her Facebook page she put she was in a relationship with Fake-like Profile (William E Kurtz) of Apocalypse now, and that profile has 3 friends 2 guy friends on it.

She is making a mockery of me because she knew I was looking at her page (stalking it) whatever that means. Yea I admit i looked at it, but its not completely blocked out like it once was. She also had added every EX-Boyfriend that i had known of another tactic to dig a dagger in my heart Im sure.

Also, still no D papers and I am thinking she cannot afford to file, but I wait for them to come still.

Im starting to detach more, but I just cannot understand why she is doing this. It must be that I told CPS about her threats against my other kid if I filed for FULL CUSTODY, or maybe busting the affair I dont know.

I was hoping some of that would wake her up, but she still seems to think this some kind of oneupsmanship war drama. I hate feeling like this, and I hate to think of DD1 being caught in the middle. WAW was never this evil in the past and now she is at a all time low I fear.

Court is July 15th and now I am thinking she may pull another stunt by bringing a man to the proceedings. What could make someone so vengeful, I just dont know how to handle my nerves in all this. I guess I have to Block facebook, and really try to detach from all this because my nerves are very very razzled.

Another bad thing, a local place where I would hang sometimes and she also, she has friended some of the help on facebook and I fear my reputation is being smeared there as well.

I have said some bad things about her, but I know she is doing the same to me. I just want PEACE in all this, and I have no freakin clue how to ask for it, or for it to begin.

I wish I did not care for her like I do, nor had I ever gotten the police or my family involved as it seems it just keeps escalating worse with stupid Facebook attacks and stuff like that.

I will start going to a church divorce support group on Sundays, and maybe I need al-anon as well, because it could be possible im stuck in rescuer mode with her.

I love DD1, but ill be honest I have fears about WAW and her being civil and not getting help or having some revolving door of boyfriends in and out of DD1s life. She really has reverted to her past of a single carefree woman and I worry hard about that.

The religion is a joke to her, because I just dont see how someone who is a christian can do the things she is doing?