Need a Plan for My Marriage

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I have this sick feeling in my stomach today. I checked the our computer's history, and W is checking hers and his horoscopes, not mine anymore. I know it is over and she has moved on, but it still knaws at me. I see my W with her ring on and how beautiful she is on the "outside" and the fragrance from her perfume, and I long for the days that we bothed longed for each other. I miss the love we had for one another that is gone.

Anyways, I wonder when the motions will be delivered to her.

It is weird to have conflicting emotions about our marriage.