Trust me, that's all I do. The problem I have is what I want is in direct conflict with what I can have. My mentality with Gabe has always be a little twisted. I've lived with this thought daily, "Expect nothing....that way when you get nothing you won't be hurt and when you get a little something that is better than nothing." NOT GOOD! I now know that having zero expectation only leads to low performance on that person's part. I've trained him this way though. Years and years of it. That's not something that can be undone is it?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
