Nothing fits

[mishka422]

There is such a fine line between my rights to my own feelings and making those feelings clear to Gabe. I can't see continuing in this convoluted R that isn't really a R. Either he's in or he's out and this inbetween thing doesn't work for me.

That's exactly what I need to tell him isn't it?

He came home, late last night, totally buzzed and went straight to bed. I swear he did it so I couldn't talk to him. I asked him what he had to drink and he said 2 glasses of wine (he's a serioud lightweight). WINE??? He HATES wine with a passion. I asked him why the heck he had that and he just said that he felt like it but it was gross. So gross he had 2 glasses? Weird! I have no idea who he was there with, I don't trust that he was with friends. Of course, friends would include the broom apparently.

Nope......can't handle it. Don't think I should. I deserve to be treated better than this. Now to just translate that thinking into words to him without sounding crazy.