Panic attacks and the price?

[AntoniaB]

Ok I think I have to take care of me first and right now, in the present moments, I can't handle this. I am going to my doctor today to get a prescription. The lack of sleep and not eating is surely catching up with me after 5 days and the guided imagery cds or coming on here and writing are not enough to help. I need help. I think I need to recognize that I'm a "what-if-er" and even if I petition for divorce to feel that there is finally a decision made, I'll probably "what if" that too.