WOW. This is me to a tee, but i'm the H. It has gotten easier over the last 4 months. It still hurts, but I'm GAL and bettering myself. I would love to have my wife back, but I do not and will not have that old life back if that is what it takes to have her back. I will just have to move on with the new, improved me.
H 38 W 34 M 7/98 Bomb 2/19/10 D 7 S 5 Still under same roof