Hi BD,

Just checking in, you are doing great, and what you are feeling is prefectly normal!
Its a roller coaster unfortunatley...but eventually it will slow down and you will be able to get off!

Me - 44
H - 44
M - 19yrs
together - 23yrs
D16
S8
EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07
H still @ home
Recovered!

"Do or do not, there is no try" Yoda