Re-Connecting

[Fightingforher]

I got home yesterday and my W had gone shopping with our son. I sent her a message if she would like me to pick up dinner. She gave me a call and we planned on getting some take out when she got home.

I ventured over to the computer and paid some bills and I noticed that she has been in touch with the OM (her boss). I had the D Petition in my hand and I thought about how I was going to approach her as "GREEK" mentioned above. After seeing her contact with him again, I got angry, I wasn't sure how to process this.

The other night she didn't come home and as soon as she left there was a 2min call to OM. I have no confirmation that they met but I can only assume they did. I left the house before they got home because I couldn't face her and i didn't want to blow up in front of my son.

I sent her a message that I wasn't feeling up for dinner and to go ahead and eat. I got home after our son was in bed and I just went to my room. She came in and asked if everything was ok and I just replied yes and laid down. She sent me a text from the bedroom next door asking me "what's wrong, you look pissed". I didn't even reply, I never had the D Petition talk. I got up this morning and put it right in the mailbox.

I think that may have been my breaking point. Do we all have those points. I think it's a matter of respect now more than anything. I mean she knows that I'm crazy right now and checking phone records. Why would she do that knowing this, it's almost as if she doesn't care at all about my feelings. I certainly don't deserve this. I laid in bed and checked the phone records again and sure enough as i was out a 20min conversation to OM.

I'm so angry right now I can't even think about working on my Marriage. I feel so betrayed, almost as if I'm back at square one again.