Partner left after 9 yrs - 18months on, reunited !

[AliSuddenly]

Oh I'm not sure Kat, but certainly for Ariens! (its just gone into Aries). Oh and Venus moved into Leo, so thats good for them, Venus and Jupiter are the two greater benefics, as they call them.

I'm feeling a bit low still. The black dog has come sniffing back around by this weekend, seems because bf stopped taking his ADs a week ago (trying to wean off them perhaps). It was a beautiful sunny weekend and we had lots of fun plans, but he was quiet, low, unenthusiastic.. etc. He reassured me it was NOT me, it was him and how he gets, for no reason. I made him take a tablet. I feel for him, but I'm a happy, optimistic person normally (as he said) so I did find it disheartening, especially as I realised at the weekend we are again, not pregnant. So thats 7 months of targeted trying and nothing.

I lined up the IVF as a precaution, but this weekend I realised we are going to need it afterall which upsets me. I wanted it to just happen naturally.. but as we all know here, we cant always get what we want..

Well, the seamstress rang and is happy to make changes, so I am seeing her today. Phew!