journaling.

when forrest said if i get stuck in a sitch with h where i cannot avoid him, stand up straight and smile.
my first thought was "that'll never happen".

well, it did.
i think i handled it okay.
we ran into each other at squash.
i had found his water bottle the other night.
i had a feeling it was his because it's pretty unique.
i turned it into the front desk at the club.
so at squash, i asked if he lost his water bottle.
he said yes. then i told him that i found it and i left it with the front desk.
we ended up playing a game that night.
you would never have guessed that we were not getting along.
it was business as usual.
i'm not reading much into it as i believe he's only putting up a front.

i'm keeping up my end of the bargain though.
making new friends at squash.

as i type this, i have an avocado mask on. <-- taking care of myself.
i'm also eating better now. i feel like i'm gaining weight.
i enjoy cooking and i don't eat out.
a few friends have also asked if i wanted to make dinner plans with them. this could mean missing a day or two of squash.

ok. time to remove this mask.