when forrest said if i get stuck in a sitch with h where i cannot avoid him, stand up straight and smile. my first thought was "that'll never happen".
well, it did. i think i handled it okay. we ran into each other at squash. i had found his water bottle the other night. i had a feeling it was his because it's pretty unique. i turned it into the front desk at the club. so at squash, i asked if he lost his water bottle. he said yes. then i told him that i found it and i left it with the front desk. we ended up playing a game that night. you would never have guessed that we were not getting along. it was business as usual. i'm not reading much into it as i believe he's only putting up a front.
i'm keeping up my end of the bargain though. making new friends at squash.
as i type this, i have an avocado mask on. <-- taking care of myself. i'm also eating better now. i feel like i'm gaining weight. i enjoy cooking and i don't eat out. a few friends have also asked if i wanted to make dinner plans with them. this could mean missing a day or two of squash.