luv, Just found your new thread. I am sorry you finally had to stand and take action, but proud that you did.
You may not see your strength at times and I know more often than not the pain and anger overwhelms, but we see that strength, Mama Bear. We've watched it grow.
Stay strong.
I hope you had a friggin' blast at the wedding!
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac