Have been emailing WH a lot. Getting things off my chest. The inconistencies in his reasoning. I know it's bad BDing, but I don't care.
He tells me he knows in his heart, mind and soul that he needs to live in Europe, regardless of his love for OW.
I am like, we all wanted to live in Europe. Why don't you dump OW and have the baby and me?
The fact is, he wants OW not his baby.
He wants a NEW life.
one without me, responsibilities, fatherhood.
I am really gutted and feel like the future is a black hole...
He is going to see our best friends and family in Europe...what is their reaction going to be.
Did I mention he is going for 9 days (to see OW and to go for jobs), then coming back before his mother arrives here (she's coming from overseas for a month or two to meet her grandchild), and then he's going to go back to Europe again.
I wonder what will happen with OW in those 9 days.
And how he will explain himself to our loved ones, face to face.
And who is going to accept him.
That last bit really scares me.
His mother was due to stay with me while she is here. Then my family sort of went off the idea because they think i shouldn't have to worry about accomodating her. But i think it would be good, don't you? OW knowing that me, BIL, and MIL are living together while WH is not. It would show that this family is solid and she's on the outer?
