THA, How are you doing today? How has your weekend been? I check on you and think of you often. The agony of the constant roller coaster ride is enough to make you sick...I know first hand. I hope you were able to have some fun this weekend and take a break from arguing with your husband. My motto throughout has been "It's not over 'til it's over." If you hold out any hope for saving your marriage, hold tight to it. But if you are ready to move on, Godspeed! : )