still separated, headed for D?

[newmama]

Boy I think I keep surprising WH! hahaha!


He helped me put on the hinking backpack carrier and had to touch my body to adjust the straps, etc! I just stayed relaxed, didn't flinch and he could have just handed me the straps and said "here."

Then he lingered, took me outside with him, walked around the yard, I shared my input and opinions and asked him what he thought. He talked about what the landscapers can do. I felt a little odd like "this is weird- talking about our house and yard together when you are divorcing me and leaving the house here."

Then I asked him about babyproofing and he took me inside to show me his idea for the stove. I showed him my "ghetto" babyproofing of the tv buttons (used duck tape!) and he saw I ordered a modem and router (by myself, thank you) for my grandma. He seemed impressed.(I was ordering the rebates online so I had the boxes out).

I feel sooo much better for the rest and thanked him and touched his arm just as I planned to tell him that I would understand if he needed rest when he was sick! He looked at my hand on his arm-I only left it there for a second maybe 2 "hey! I wanted to tell you..." etc.

SO this week I start my cake decorating class! I have to see if it's Tues or Thursday. Yippee!

Oh and lost another 2 pounds...11 to go!