I think you're right about healing. I'm not sure why I brought it up. I guess I'm looking for something to distract me from the pain that I feel inside about all of this.
I know my W is struggling with all of this too. She told me lastnight before she left that she tries not to show any emotions in front of me. Behind closed doors she is always crying. I wish I could comfort her during this time, but I know I'm not what she wants right now.
She didn't come home lastnight, I can only assume she stayed at her sisters. I'm not sure but I don't even ask anymore. I'm trying to GAL but I just can't afford to go out everynight. The tension within the house is bad, and when I'm home the W wants to leave. I've been nothing but nice to her and I've been having fun with our son and I've tried to be "bubbly". I think this really annoys her to see that I'm showing a happy side during all of this.
M: 36 W: 29 S: 2.5 EA: 2/2010 OM1 D Bomb: 3/2010 PA: 6/2010 OM2 W moved out 8/2010 Loc: DE, USA
