Re-Connecting

[Fightingforher]

In a sense I guess I was testing the waters to see where she stood on this. I think it was my own insecurities kicking in that she may be seeing someone else.

Now that I've been working on myself and seeing the therapist. I've noticed a huge changed in myself. I get excited about having a R, I hope and pray that it's with my W but if it's not meant to be I look forward to another R someday.

I want to work on my marriage but i'm not seeing any signs from her after 3 months of ups/downs. The petition is ready to go and I'll mail it out on Monday. She hasn't said a word about the paperwork. I'll just proceed and see where it takes me.