If You Forget Me #71

[AliSuddenly]

Hey I'm sorry, I can see how this would make you nervous and be a little stressful.

You said yourself, they seemed innocent and you read through many indifferent emails before this one. When he asks if she/her company are in Athens soon, is that because he would genuinely need to speak to her/them for business reasons, or would that be just to meet up/chat??

I agree with you, he is a good looking man and also, having met him, I would say he has 'presence'. But if you are going to spend your life with him, somehow you would have to get past that fear that because he is good looking and succesful in life, that someone will steal him from you. After all, you have presence too! (sp!)

I rang bf Friday on his work mobile, he didnt realise it had answered in his pocket. I could hear him in a meeting with 2 woman, chatting, making them giggle, being charming. Flirting? I could have interpreted it that way, but truth is, we all like to chat, impress, joke, make connections.. I do it too all the time, with my boss (good looking, succesfull, M with 4 kids). Its human nature. It doesnt mean I want to sleep with him. I dont know, what does your gut tell you? Is this fear from past actions, or real threat?

In answer to your question, I would not send an email to this account saying this is not acceptable. I think thats a little too much, as he will know you are spying on him. Also, knowledge is power and he doesnt know you have this password, so maybe just keep it to yourself for now? I would keep checking it, quietly, but also.. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF MORE? He chose you Maybe you could have a general conversation with him though about work colleagues and contact with woman and how nervous it makes you feel now, though it never used to?

Hugs xxx