Went to dinner with H's cousins and aunt tonight! It was lots of fun, the food was yummy, and it felt good to be around them. they were supportive and so loving... after dinner we went back to my house and they had so many gifts for the baby. Baby Boy is spoiled already!
They did a great job trying not to speak about H, but a few comments were passed where basically they hate him for what he did. They all wish things were different between us... yeah... me too!
talked to H later on and he was happy about his sister's baby. Started to talk about our son, and the delivery and so on. Sigh. How I wish I had a magic potion to make him fall in love with me. I HATE what he did, HATE how he did it, but think he could be a GREAT father... and husband to me too, if he only allowed himself to be happy!
