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[awest1217]

Stayed up with my friend until 5 am...that is really early/late for me, but it was fun to be young again...lol

Tiring day since i stayed up late, but it was fun. I am doing much better, and H is back to not texting me so all is normal with the world. I made H's father's day present online so I sent it to him so I don't have to worry about really seeing him.

My friend confronted the BIL. I was there waiting in the car to make sure he didn't try anything. She wasn't very harsh with him, but he said if she wanted him to leave her alone that he would. She felt closure and has been happy the rest of the night.

I saw an old pic of H from a few months before our wedding. He looked really good. He had a tan from the summer, and was just looking very happy and healthy. Now he is fat, sickly, and never looks happy. Very sad, but it brought back sweet memories of the past and how much I did make him happy and how sad leaving us has made his health deteriorate so badly so quickly.

Looking forward to a good week. Tuesday is another park. Monday nothing yet, but we will do something. Wednesday S has an ear check-up for the tubes. Thursday I may invite my grandma to the house. Friday nothing. Saturday is a busy day and then Sunday is father's day and another week gone, but I am really enjoying my time, and compared to last year only half a day of sadness compared to every day last year. Doing much better