lalxx, I praise you for your commitment to your children. Watching sports with him when you have no real interest in it shows your dedication.
My children are all grown and gone, unless I'm babysitting a grand, I'm alone. I can remember being a single mom and wishing they would go somewhere and leave me alone at times, but now, I'd welcome the company.
You are right about the eyes. It's like looking at someone else inhabiting your husband's body. I haven't seen mine in 2 months. I can't stand the anger and hate that pours out of them when he looks at me, even though I know it's really guilt.
